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i am angry at my parents for having me. how can any sane rational being look around at how much pain and suffering is in this world and then think its a good idea to have a child. it is selfish. every time i hear why people have kids it is “because it gives me purpose”. how self-centered is that? let’s bring a child in the world so my existence seems less futile. then when i say that i am depressed and miserable at work and want to die they just tell me i need to grow some balls and man up. i don’t want to. i don’t care. for what purpose? so i can buy a house? so i can have children of my own? so i can get married? so i can work for 40 years and then die of cancer or something? get divorced? i just want this shitty existence to be over.