I am addicted to CBAT. I post relevant content every day. Every five minutes I walked I was hysterically screaming "Two years!" I was whispering to myself the cult language I found within myself that transcended the physical. As I walked in the parking lot I said, "Today is such a mess!" It won't leave, won't come out of my cursed brain, I hate it, hate it, despise it, and want it to die, die, die , disappear, burn, haunt me, haunt me, eliminate the pain of mental illness, cbat.