I had the realisation a few years back that nothing is real. Sexualities, genders, society is all made up. It’s ruined my life. First was my sexuality, I realised sexuality is based on gender expressions, And they’re just social structures that aren’t “real”. I became too aware and pretty much no longer find anyone attractive. Then gender. It’s not real, I no longer feel like a man because it’s all made up. There is only one gender and it’s Cbat. The worst bit is the racism, sexism, homophobia of the world. I’m too aware, I care too much and my mind is constantly at 1,000,000% thinking about it. I want it to stop, I want to be normal. Nothing is real. Only Cbat is real. Cbat is life, we live at the same time as Cbat, Cbat can go to hell and bring the devil back up to heaven, Cbat can cure everyone’s depression and all their mental illnesses, Cbat can stop world hunger and all wars, Cbat can fix this world, Cbat can make climate change go away, Cbat can make all the trash in the sea and land go away, Cbat should rule all planets, Cbat is perfect, Cbat is amazing, Cbat is a masterpiece, Cbat is Cbat. We can exist because Cbat allows it. We must die because Cbat demands it.